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This week has been a very very hard week. I had a friend who was 5 weeks behind me in her pregnancy. (Which made her 25 weeks.) She was pregnant with a sweet little girl.
I found out on Friday that she had been admitted into the hospital due to preeclampsia. Her blood pressure was through the roof and they wanted to keep an eye on her. I chatted with her for a bit on Facebook and she had the BEST attitude. She knew that God was in control and He was going to take care of her and the baby.
On Monday night I got news that she was being induced because her blood pressure was high again. On Tuesday morning, I got the most heartbreaking news...
She delivered her sweet baby and yes, you guessed it, the sweet baby girl just didn't make it. I was so shocked and honestly just plain SAD. I kept thinking about me being in her position and how I don't know if I could deal with it.
I went out to try and do some Birthday shopping and the song "Homesick" by Mercy Me came on the radio. The words that really hit me and I immediately thought of my friend were "I close my eyes and I see your face; if homes where my heart is then Im out of place; Lord won't you give me strength to make it through somehow; I've never been more homesick than now." I sat in my car and sobbed thinking about them. The pain, the hurt, the confusion as to why it happened.
But, I chatted with her again on Facebook the following night. Let's just say she has the most amazing strength that I know I would NOT have.
I sat on the couch, cried and just praised God for blessing me with a normal pregnancy. Why was I so fortunate to have such a great pregnancy? I took a vow to myself and to Jon that I will NOT complain about my back hurting or little man kicking me in the middle of the night. In turn, I will consider it all a blessing. Because I know, that my friend would give ANYTHING to feel her sweet baby girl kicking again.
I had my doctors appointment and was drawn to tears as I heard his sweet little heartbeat. After this weeks events, there was nothing more I wanted to hear. Feeling him kick each time makes me realize just how blessed I am.
Please pray for my sweet friends, the McKays. They need all the prayers they can get right now...
Posted by Catching up with the Cullens at 3:47 PM 3 comments
Well, I know its been a while since my last post and I PROMISE to be better once Carter is here!!!
What have we been up to?? Well, lets see..We are entering the 30th week of our pregnancy which is crazy hard to believe! Where did those last 25 weeks go?? It seriously sees like just yesterday we were announcing to our families that we were expecting. I am so anxious for the next 10 weeks to fly by. I just want to see my little man and hold him in my arms and kiss him! Feeling his sweet little kicks and flips make me smile. I know some people get annoyed with it after a while, but I love feeling him and knowing he's there and ACTIVE!
We were so fortunate to have my Mom come help us with the nursery last week. She helped me get everything organized. Let's just say that Mr. Carter has more than enough clothes! His mommy might have a bit of a shopping problem. ;-) But what can I say?! I learned from the best of them. AND, I want my little boy looking like a DOLL every day! :) Sitting in his room and seeing the crib and his clothes just make me so excited! There is NOTHING more that I've ever wanted to do than be a Mom and I am finally ALMOST there. :) He just needs to "cook" for a few more weeks!
We've had great reports from the doctors. NO stretch marks, the weight gain has been perfect, NO gestational diabetes and my blood pressure is back to normal. :)(The heartburn is pretty bad but if thats all I'm dealing with-then so be it!) I do have to have a shot called the "Rhogam" because I have a negative blood type and if Carter has negative blood type he will have to have it as well. NO big deal, just more of a pain. I'll have to have it each pregnancy. BLAH. Oh well!
I was able to get the pediatrician I wanted for Carter. I just HAPPENED to stop in there one day last week and the nurse said he was accepting ONE more patient! I filled out my paperwork there and we got in with him! I am so excited. He is a member of our Church and I've heard wonderful things about him. Truly a blessing to get him!
Jon is getting more and more excited with each passing day. He picked out some shoes and a shirt from Gymboree. SO cute to see him SO excited about everything. He is going to be the best daddy. I am SO blessed to have such an amazing support system with him. He SPOILS me rotten. I can only imagine that Mr. Carter will have him wrapped around his pinky within minutes. :) I love you, Jon. Thanks for being so so sweet and amazing. I can't wait to see you become a daddy. Not to much longer now! :)
To my little man...AH, every time I think about you I get teary eyed. To feel your kicks and flips make me so happy. I can't wait for the day that you come into our lives. It won't be toooooo much longer now. I can't wait to hear your sweet heartbeat next week. Always so funny when they get your heartbeat, you start KICKING the doppler. (Are you going to be naughty?!) I love you more than life itself already! Can't wait to meet you sweet boy! Love you always, Mommy!
Well, I guess that's all for now. Ill post more on thursday after our appointment. :)
Blessings and Peace,
Posted by Catching up with the Cullens at 3:15 PM 1 comments