Wow! Those are the only words that I have for the Maundy Thursday Prayer Vigil that Jon and I attended at Cornerstone UMC. I was truly blessed by this experience and it made Good Friday "real" for me. I wish that everyone could have seen it, but for those of you who couldn't here is what happened...
Thursday was a crazy day for Jon and I. Jon didn't go to bed until 5:30 am on thursday morning. He had a project that had to be finished before he got to work the next morning. So, he pulled an all nighter to get it done. I got up at 6 am to start cleaning the house for a showing. I was also running on no sleep, as I tossed and turned ALL night. We were both pretty exhausted on thursday, but I was determined to go. I got home from work and Jon was already crashed on the couch. I made him some dinner and he woke up long enough to eat it and then went right back to sleep. I debated and debated on waking him up to go with me. The vigil started at 8:00 pm, but I didn't want to be there right then. So I figured Id let him sleep until 9:00 pm and then I'd wake him up and we'd go as a couple. :) So, thats what I did...
We got to Cornerstone around 9:15 and they told us it would be about 45 minutes before we would be able to go through. They also had the Passion playing in the other room. I have never seen the Passion myself. So, I chose not to watch it. I want to be able to sit down and watch it in its entirety. So, we just hung out until it was time for us to go. (We saw the Corbits while we were there, so that made the time go by fast.)
At about 10:00 it was our time to go in. The lady told us that we would be going through in groups of 6. She wanted us to get in the mind set of being one of Jesus' disciples. We were then led to the "Upper Room". We all sat around a table that was prepared like the last supper was. Rusty ( the Preacher) was sitting on the other side. He read us the scripture of the Last Supper. Then we took Communion.
After the Communion was one of the most meaningful parts of the entire thing......
They WASHED OUR FEET! Just as Jesus did his disciples that night. I couldn't help it, I began to cry. (I KNOW, Im a BIG BABY!)
After we had our feet washed we were led into the "Garden of Gethsemane". There were different Scriptures set up for us to read and reflect on. One of the cards was talking about when the disciples fell asleep when they were suppose be up praying. I couldn't help about how JON would probably have been one of those. Haha.
We went through that which led us to the Cross...
That is where I lost it. They had a Cross laying down for us to touch. It had "blood", rope, and nails. They told us to touch everything. Feel the weight of the Cross. The nail that was driven this His hands and feet. They also had the crown on thorns. This is where I sat and cried. (Ok more like bawled.) This week Steve Strange told us to think about something. Would we be the one in the crowd saying "Crucify Him" or would you be the one saying "Let him free...Hes my Savior, My God!"??? I sat there and just began to really honestly think about that question. I am so one who just goes with the flow of the world, but after thinking about that I want to go AGAINST THE FLOW. <))><
All in all, I can say this was definitely an amazing service for both Jon and I. We were both so truly blessed by the service.
**As I was writing this blog entry on Good Friday, we went into a tornado warning. I had to stop in the middle of writing my blog and get in our hallway. I couldn't help but think how erie it was that we were having storms on Good Friday. What seem to be a big storm to us, is probably NOTHING to compare to what it was like the night Christ was crucified. **
I hope you all have a great Easter. I will update soon about our weekend in Birmingham.
Blessings and Love,