1 Year Ago..

Yesterday was mine and Jons 1 year Wedding Anniversary! I can't believe it has been a year! AND, what a year it has been at that. I'm not to sure there are a lot of couples who can say they've been through what we have in our first year. Saying that, we as a couple had to learn to fully and totally trust that God had His hand in every moment of our marriage. There were many times that we were uncertain and scared about our future. I am SO incredibly blessed to have my Mom and Dad who totally supported (financially as well as morally) 110%. They were there when I cried my eyes out and just hugged me and told me it we were going to be okay. Jons Dad and Step- Mom have been amazing as well. Jon and I are so blessed. :)

And as weird as it sounds, we are better off today than we were 1 year ago! We are at a better place in our lives. We have become stronger in our walk with Christ, more mature, and I fall in love with Jon more and more every day. I am SO blessed to have such an amazing man to call my husband.

There was some drama that occurred before, during and after our wedding. One in particular that Jon and I are having a hard time getting over. It's one of those things, that I just can't seem to get passed. And, just when I think I want to start working on making them better, I am QUICKLY reminded why we are in the situation we are already.

I have prayed and prayed about the "SITUATION" but just don't know what to do anymore. I have shed way to many tears over it and am tired of crying over it. But I am simply at a loss for what to do. I would have thought a year would have been plenty of time for things to be resolved, but I guess I was totally wrong.

I am going to totally "LET GO AND LET GOD!" Because, I don't think there is another way to go.

My prayer for Jon and I is that our 2nd year will be a little less eventful than the last. And that we will continue to fully trust our AWESOME, AMAZING God in everything that WE do as a couple.

I can't wait to see what else God has in store for us!

Blessings and Peace,